Four month to go
I'm going home(to Sweden, (nowadays I kinda have to clarify that even for myself)) in four month. Wow, that really hit me. I'm going to leave my friends, my kiddos, the weekend travels, the simple living, San Francisco, late night ice cream runs, the school, my gym, road trips, even the freaaakin cats, the great shopping, parties, my everyday life and this crazy country that I now call my home. To come home. I think most people that travels a lot hits a certain points when they stop travel and start settling in instead. The thing is when you're an Au pair you know there will be an end. You have an expiration date. I've tried to avoid counting down since it's going to keep me from living in the moment. But today it just hit me that there will actually be an end to this life here. Honestly it has been times when I've have felt like it will never come to an end but now I'm standing here feeling like I want to run backwards. Guess, all big life changes are scary and hopefully I'll feel ready the day I hit the freezing cold Swedish ground. And feeling incredibly blessed to hug my grandma, grandpa and all the family and friends who is located on the other side of the world. So, in the mean time I will do my very best to enjoy every moment.
